There are several women who graduated with me who are still not moms, at age 38-39, and are glad they never had children, sad they never had children, still trying but slowly giving up hope they ever will. I always said I'd never have any then at 21 I had massive baby fever
and I purposely had my first. I intended that I would become a mother on purpose and give my daughter everything I lacked emotionally as a child... Only to raise a girl who needed different love than what I thought she would.
My own mother has three children, I thought I'd have my one in 1998 and be done.
Today, I have four biological children that bless my life in ways I never thought possible. It's been almost a year since the baby was delivered over a month early, my first and only preemie. The littlest of all my babies, being born just 4 pounds. Her father correctly predicted she'd grow to be the biggest little, and at 11 months and 31 inches tall, she is.